一周復一周

我低頭望了望手腕上的手錶
時針和分針呈現漂亮的120度
已經10:10pm了

好多店都已把閘門給拉下，海關的人群變得好稀落
但我一點都不覺得擔心，也不覺得緊張。

反而，覺得好刺激，好興奮。

錯過了最後一班列車和巴士那又怎麽樣？

那我就有藉口走路回家了耶

月光下街燈下乾淨的街道

有我慢慢地走回家， 不覺得很浪漫很有情調嗎？
而且還要是在大半夜里，超有感覺的啦！
好吧那就這麽決定了， 如果錯過了最後的列車和巴士那我就走路回家哦Yeah！
光是想的都覺得好興奮好期待！

但我卻命中註定般地趕上了最後的班車

夜半走路回家的浪漫，沒能實現，沒能體驗。

好可惜。

會有機會的，對吧？

Love,

MAC Primped Out Eye Look Bag

Are you curious about your future? I am. In fact, I'm a curious baby that I will flip to the last page of a book to have a sneak peak at the story's ending, I just can't wait to know. (And you can see that I'm an impatient person inside out >.< ) When I was a kid, I wondered how my life would be like in the future and I wished I could have a sneak peek at it. I have never expected that I will end up working in the office, I always imagine myself working on an oil rig in my safety coverall (so cool!) but obviously dream and reality are two different things. So yeah, I'm a so-called office lady now and I can have more chances to play around with my make up woohoo! Today, I'm going to share my thoughts on MAC Primped Out Eye Look Bag, it's a really fun and versatile make up set!

MAC Primped Out Eye Look Bag

MAC Primped Out Eye Look Bag is a simple make up set that consists of

•  Eye Shadow Duo (Radial Pink and Shadowy Lady)

•  Powerpoint Eye Pencil (Bordeaux)

•  Opulash Mascara Black

•  Medium angled shading brush

慨

當青春走到盡頭，你會想念年輕的自己嗎？

50嵗的我，會不會想要再回到20嵗，好好地重新體驗當年的美好和精彩？

會不會到了視茫茫、髮蒼蒼的時候，才赫然明白，

其实驀然回首，在燈火闌珊處永远看不清脸的那个人，

也許並不是別人，而是年輕時的自己？

曾經
我對完美很執著
我的人生
都在追求完美
太辛苦了

後來
我的所有努力
都是為了無憾
我只想要了無遺憾
可惜
終究還是有憾
可那又有什麼關係呢？
盡力了就好
付出了所有努力就好
不必假如  也不必如果
因爲人生沒有如果
只有結果和後果



大家！我們都只有一次生命，應當探索生命到淋漓盡致！

這一路走來，活得算是精彩

喧嘩和靜逸的日子不斷交曡；

熙熙攘攘的過客在生命中來了又去；

但願到了生命的盡頭

有人會記得我的名字

Love,

Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk

I’m a huge fans of Hada Labo products because they work very well on my skin and they’re really affordable at a relatively cheap price. I have finished bottles and bottles of Hada Labo Moisturizing Lotion and it has become my staple skin care. Recently, I tried Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk and I have to say that I love it!

Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk

Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk is a sunblock and at the same time, it is a moisturizer as well.  Coming with a high SPF of 50PA+++, it provides a long hour board spectrum protection against UVA and UVB. Furthermore, the product is specially formulated that it contains 3 types of hyaluronic acid, thus deeply moisturizing the skin while preserving its optimum moisture balance.

Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk is free of fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol and colorant and hence it is suitable for all skin types including sensitive skin. The moisturizing milk has a pH value similar to that of our skin, thus minimising the potential irritation that it might cause.

Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk has a light silky smooth texture and it’s really milky. Despite having a very high SPF of 50PA+++, the moisturizing milk is not oily at all. It can be absorbed by the skin within seconds, leaving behind an oil-free finish. It doesn’t burden my skin as some of the high SPF products might do, I love it for being so light! Another plus point is that the product doesn’t leave a white cast on my skin, it appears to be transparent as I spread the product out. Not mentioning how convenient it is since it can be used on both face and body!

Love,

Untangle the Tangled - Schwarzkopf Bonocure BC Fibre Force

Life is neither a bed of rose nor a walk in the park.

There’re so many roles that we need to play in our life, and there’re so many things that we need to take care of everyday, may it be important or trivial matters.

And as the proud owner of my long long hair, I need to take good care of it.

I own my hair, and I shall put in efforts in making sure that it is silky smooth, glossy and shiny.

That’s where my responsibility as a “long-hair-owner” lies.

My hair is naturally straight, but sometime it’s mischievous. Little naughty one.

It can get frizzy, tangled and disheveled.

Well, basically it gets tangled after each of the showers. My hair is was just way too long.

Ah, not forgetting the oily scalp when the weather is hot and humid.

That’s what I call a bad hair day, when oily scalp meets frizzy and tangled hair.

Like this.

Tangled Everywhere

She is Your Destiny, She is Your Fate

I keep myself insanely busy with my work, my magazine, my camera, my trips, my learning plans, my family and my friends.

I’m back to the life that I used to lead,

Packed and meaningful, not even wasting a single second every day.

I was fine and good, till we talked to each other again.

Yes, we talked again.

It’s just like a viscous cycle isn’t it?

A cycle that repeats on a weekly basis.

It was 7am in the early morning,

Another great day, I thought.

Let’s see if I can dine with Carine tonight, we need to catch up.

Oh yeah, I’m going to clear the sponsored post tonight.

And I need to make the to-bring list for my weekend getaway.

Everything seemed to be perfect and wonderful.

And then, we talked, in this beautiful morning.

You took initiative to tell me about her, like finally.

You finally made the acknowledgement to me.

“She is my destiny, she is my fate.” You said.

Your destiny, your fate.

Holy Crap! For Goodness' Sake!

那個感覺......很奇怪

其實我早就知道 （雖然你一直都不承認也不否認但我就是知道）

但當你親口對我說出口的時候

震撼依然那麽大

心痛的感覺強烈得我快昏倒

頭皮發麻　 心頭一涼 　四肢冰冷

仿佛我剛剛才發現剛剛才知道

仿佛有人偷偷地把我身上的血液瞬間抽干

And I died again.

And I was shattered into thousands pieces again.

And I was torn and shredded again.

And I was swirled into the black hole of sorrow again.

And I was drowned in an ocean of agony and despair again.

I hugged my knees to my chest.

I hugged myself air tight.

Hoping that I can get rid of the cold feeling,

Hoping that I can chase away the heartache,

The heartache that I’m so familiar with ever since you lied to me for the very first time.

(Yea, your lies never work on me, being too smart is not a good thing, huh?)

My mind went blank.

I can’t do anything.

I just wanted to stay in my own embrace for a long long time.

To stay safe and warm.

It was 7:55am,

And I need to leave the house by 8:10am.

I haven’t even brushed.

Hey Princess,

What’re you doing for this chap?

Live your life out!

Today is supposed to be a wonderful day isn’t it?

I dressed myself up,

And reached my workplace on time.

I looked at my control valves,

I looked at the photos of my loved ones,

I even looked at my resume to see how awesome I am. (I know this part is really amusing)

I just needed some self-reassurance.

I’m capable,

I’m amazing,

I’m superb,

I’m formidable and most importantly,

I’m blessed and loved.

I got myself back into shape after 3 hours.

I was good, I was calm.

What an achievement.

I'm a man of word, 

When I said that I'm going to overcome this, I will do it. (And I have to do it)

Thank you so much my left brain, 

For making sure that everything's under control.

I know I can take it I can do it I can make it,

Cos I’m nobody else but the Princess. :)

Doctor, I Will Get Well, Right?

2 kg lost in a week.

Thank you so much, you’re way more efficient than a slimming center.

I’m impressed with the result, good job, my boy.

But it’s quite expensive.

I would rather pay two thousands bucks to Mary Chia to get the same outcome,

Rather than paying you my unshed tears, sleepless nights, shattered soul and also, my broken heart.

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I was on my flight back to Malaysia, alone.

I was coming back from that beautiful country,

The country that we each had our best days during different seasons.

I was bored in the flight, I just can’t stay idle.

There’s a very limited choice of movies,

And I watched “White Haired Witch”, which is not my cup of tea.

Oh well, just to kill time.

I laughed when Fan Bing Bing’s hair turned white over the night after she was abandoned by Huang Xiao Ming.

It’s no big deal, foolish woman.

You have better things to do in your life, just move on.

Oh I really shouldn’t watch this movie, it’s a crap.

These were what on my mind  after the movie.

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I had my inflight dinner after the crappy movie.

I ordered seafood meal, it was splendid and scrumptious.

Sea bass, squid and prawns, paired with baby potatoes.

You love prawns as much as I do. And peanuts. We love peanuts.

I landed safe and sound.

Your message came in as soon as I stepped into the Arrival Hall.

Overflowing with care and concern, how sweet of you.

My heart skipped a beat to read each of the words from you.

Too sweet that my cardiovascular system just can't take it.

You’ve never failed to warm the cockles of my heart.

And now, her heart.

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