MAC Primped Out Eye Look Bag

Are you curious about your future? I am. In fact, I'm a curious baby that I will flip to the last page of a book to have a sneak peak at the story's ending, I just can't wait to know. (And you can see that I'm an impatient person inside out >.< ) When I was a kid, I wondered how my life would be like in the future and I wished I could have a sneak peek at it. I have never expected that I will end up working in the office, I always imagine myself working on an oil rig in my safety coverall (so cool!) but obviously dream and reality are two different things. So yeah, I'm a so-called office lady now and I can have more chances to play around with my make up woohoo! Today, I'm going to share my thoughts on MAC Primped Out Eye Look Bag, it's a really fun and versatile make up set!

MAC Primped Out Eye Look Bag

MAC Primped Out Eye Look Bag is a simple make up set that consists of

•  Eye Shadow Duo (Radial Pink and Shadowy Lady)

•  Powerpoint Eye Pencil (Bordeaux)

•  Opulash Mascara Black

•  Medium angled shading brush

慨

當青春走到盡頭，你會想念年輕的自己嗎？

50嵗的我，會不會想要再回到20嵗，好好地重新體驗當年的美好和精彩？

會不會到了視茫茫、髮蒼蒼的時候，才赫然明白，

其实驀然回首，在燈火闌珊處永远看不清脸的那个人，

也許並不是別人，而是年輕時的自己？

曾經
我對完美很執著
我的人生
都在追求完美
太辛苦了

後來
我的所有努力
都是為了無憾
我只想要了無遺憾
可惜
終究還是有憾
可那又有什麼關係呢？
盡力了就好
付出了所有努力就好
不必假如  也不必如果
因爲人生沒有如果
只有結果和後果



大家！我們都只有一次生命，應當探索生命到淋漓盡致！

這一路走來，活得算是精彩

喧嘩和靜逸的日子不斷交曡；

熙熙攘攘的過客在生命中來了又去；

但願到了生命的盡頭

有人會記得我的名字

Love,

Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk

I’m a huge fans of Hada Labo products because they work very well on my skin and they’re really affordable at a relatively cheap price. I have finished bottles and bottles of Hada Labo Moisturizing Lotion and it has become my staple skin care. Recently, I tried Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk and I have to say that I love it!

Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk

Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk is a sunblock and at the same time, it is a moisturizer as well.  Coming with a high SPF of 50PA+++, it provides a long hour board spectrum protection against UVA and UVB. Furthermore, the product is specially formulated that it contains 3 types of hyaluronic acid, thus deeply moisturizing the skin while preserving its optimum moisture balance.

Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk is free of fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol and colorant and hence it is suitable for all skin types including sensitive skin. The moisturizing milk has a pH value similar to that of our skin, thus minimising the potential irritation that it might cause.

Hado Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing UV Milk has a light silky smooth texture and it’s really milky. Despite having a very high SPF of 50PA+++, the moisturizing milk is not oily at all. It can be absorbed by the skin within seconds, leaving behind an oil-free finish. It doesn’t burden my skin as some of the high SPF products might do, I love it for being so light! Another plus point is that the product doesn’t leave a white cast on my skin, it appears to be transparent as I spread the product out. Not mentioning how convenient it is since it can be used on both face and body!

Love,

Untangle the Tangled - Schwarzkopf Bonocure BC Fibre Force

Life is neither a bed of rose nor a walk in the park.

There’re so many roles that we need to play in our life, and there’re so many things that we need to take care of everyday, may it be important or trivial matters.

And as the proud owner of my long long hair, I need to take good care of it.

I own my hair, and I shall put in efforts in making sure that it is silky smooth, glossy and shiny.

That’s where my responsibility as a “long-hair-owner” lies.

My hair is naturally straight, but sometime it’s mischievous. Little naughty one.

It can get frizzy, tangled and disheveled.

Well, basically it gets tangled after each of the showers. My hair is was just way too long.

Ah, not forgetting the oily scalp when the weather is hot and humid.

That’s what I call a bad hair day, when oily scalp meets frizzy and tangled hair.

Like this.

Tangled Everywhere

She is Your Destiny, She is Your Fate

I keep myself insanely busy with my work, my magazine, my camera, my trips, my learning plans, my family and my friends.

I’m back to the life that I used to lead,

Packed and meaningful, not even wasting a single second every day.

I was fine and good, till we talked to each other again.

Yes, we talked again.

It’s just like a viscous cycle isn’t it?

A cycle that repeats on a weekly basis.

It was 7am in the early morning,

Another great day, I thought.

Let’s see if I can dine with Carine tonight, we need to catch up.

Oh yeah, I’m going to clear the sponsored post tonight.

And I need to make the to-bring list for my weekend getaway.

Everything seemed to be perfect and wonderful.

And then, we talked, in this beautiful morning.

You took initiative to tell me about her, like finally.

You finally made the acknowledgement to me.

“She is my destiny, she is my fate.” You said.

Your destiny, your fate.

Holy Crap! For Goodness' Sake!

那個感覺......很奇怪

其實我早就知道 （雖然你一直都不承認也不否認但我就是知道）

但當你親口對我說出口的時候

震撼依然那麽大

心痛的感覺強烈得我快昏倒

頭皮發麻　 心頭一涼 　四肢冰冷

仿佛我剛剛才發現剛剛才知道

仿佛有人偷偷地把我身上的血液瞬間抽干

And I died again.

And I was shattered into thousands pieces again.

And I was torn and shredded again.

And I was swirled into the black hole of sorrow again.

And I was drowned in an ocean of agony and despair again.

I hugged my knees to my chest.

I hugged myself air tight.

Hoping that I can get rid of the cold feeling,

Hoping that I can chase away the heartache,

The heartache that I’m so familiar with ever since you lied to me for the very first time.

(Yea, your lies never work on me, being too smart is not a good thing, huh?)

My mind went blank.

I can’t do anything.

I just wanted to stay in my own embrace for a long long time.

To stay safe and warm.

It was 7:55am,

And I need to leave the house by 8:10am.

I haven’t even brushed.

Hey Princess,

What’re you doing for this chap?

Live your life out!

Today is supposed to be a wonderful day isn’t it?

I dressed myself up,

And reached my workplace on time.

I looked at my control valves,

I looked at the photos of my loved ones,

I even looked at my resume to see how awesome I am. (I know this part is really amusing)

I just needed some self-reassurance.

I’m capable,

I’m amazing,

I’m superb,

I’m formidable and most importantly,

I’m blessed and loved.

I got myself back into shape after 3 hours.

I was good, I was calm.

What an achievement.

I'm a man of word, 

When I said that I'm going to overcome this, I will do it. (And I have to do it)

Thank you so much my left brain, 

For making sure that everything's under control.

I know I can take it I can do it I can make it,

Cos I’m nobody else but the Princess. :)

Doctor, I Will Get Well, Right?

2 kg lost in a week.

Thank you so much, you’re way more efficient than a slimming center.

I’m impressed with the result, good job, my boy.

But it’s quite expensive.

I would rather pay two thousands bucks to Mary Chia to get the same outcome,

Rather than paying you my unshed tears, sleepless nights, shattered soul and also, my broken heart.

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I was on my flight back to Malaysia, alone.

I was coming back from that beautiful country,

The country that we each had our best days during different seasons.

I was bored in the flight, I just can’t stay idle.

There’s a very limited choice of movies,

And I watched “White Haired Witch”, which is not my cup of tea.

Oh well, just to kill time.

I laughed when Fan Bing Bing’s hair turned white over the night after she was abandoned by Huang Xiao Ming.

It’s no big deal, foolish woman.

You have better things to do in your life, just move on.

Oh I really shouldn’t watch this movie, it’s a crap.

These were what on my mind  after the movie.

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I had my inflight dinner after the crappy movie.

I ordered seafood meal, it was splendid and scrumptious.

Sea bass, squid and prawns, paired with baby potatoes.

You love prawns as much as I do. And peanuts. We love peanuts.

I landed safe and sound.

Your message came in as soon as I stepped into the Arrival Hall.

Overflowing with care and concern, how sweet of you.

My heart skipped a beat to read each of the words from you.

Too sweet that my cardiovascular system just can't take it.

You’ve never failed to warm the cockles of my heart.

And now, her heart.

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缘起 · 缘灭 | 情深·缘浅

最後，你終于對我說了I'm Sorry.

你說了I'm Sorry.

你終究說了。

你的Sorry里，真的有抱歉吗？

你真的，觉得对不起我吗？

你真的认为，你的Sorry有意义吗？

不断被你挖开又愈合挖开又愈合的伤口，是不是一句I'm Sorry就能够止痛止血还能保证不留疤？溃烂的伤口连我都不想直视

300個日子，以 I'm sorry結束。天啊300个日子，那么久了哦？

你叫我怎能不心痛？

原因，沒有。

或許有，但你始終不說。到了现在，你还是不给我正面的答案。

或許我都知道，但卻假裝不知道。啊，其实，我一直都知道。

是啊，我都知道的，一直一直都知道。

我那么Meticulous那么Sensitive那么聪明，怎么可能会察觉不到呢？

只是我不愿相信你是这么地......不好。

我是那么全心全意地相信你，对你很有信心。

你是不會對我撒謊的，either the truth or silence.

沒有真相的最後，只能默默地撕裂，安靜地心痛。

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所以，我知道的那些，我以为是自己多心的那些，都是事实。

是真的。

你就是那般的不好。

不，it should be 很不好很不好。

你很坏。超坏。

我秉持的“疑来爱则去”，到头来都是屁。

你常常对我说，我是好女生。

我是好女生。

我是好女生。

我可是好女生咧，你怎么忍心这样地伤害我？

你怎么可以这样地糟蹋我？

怎么能够让我承受这一切？

很难过，超级无敌难受超级无敌辛苦。

我快疯了。


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你叫不要讨厌你，不要恨你。

我怎么会讨厌你怎么会恨你呢？

我讨厌的，是我自己。

觉得自己好笨好蠢好天真好愚昧。

整个就是，傻。

贪·嗔·痴里的痴，现在的我，真的有很深刻的体会。

这，应该是我人生至今最不理智最不聪明的一段日子。

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我总是以自己的persistence and determination为傲
就算很糟糕很恶劣很hopeless的情况我都是靠着这两个宝贝走过来的
啊，还有我那无药可救的执著、自尊心和好胜心。


可是现在
我好想把这些从我身上挖走
统统都丢掉
丢得远远的。


我只想安静地接受
不管谁对谁错都不再去苦苦追究
不管公不公平都能没有怨言地接受。


我不想让自己溺在无止境的哀伤里
真的，太痛苦了。

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