.. ..

"哈咯啊婆啊,我是啊Yan啊."
那么熟悉的对白,却已不复在。

完美主义者

         我知道我对自己的要求很高可是我就是这样的啊！我也没办法！我就是要拿很好的分数、实验要做到没有瑕疵、报告要写到最完美、比赛要拿第一名，就算做到很累很辛苦没时间睡觉我还是无法降低对自己的要求。




所以你们就省省口水不用再劝我了。


今天就这样，明天去UKM比赛，要去收拾行李了。我没有信心会赢，因为我的组是老师凑成的一盘散沙。（我真的宁愿自己一个人上台！）


好吧再见晚安。


Love,

别以为我很小气，我才不是呢！

        发现原来我很心软，只要好声好气地跟我讲我就什么都OK了。我还以为我心肠很硬呢！

人生那么短，世界那么大，何苦常常为了芝麻绿豆的小事而斤斤计较、耿耿于怀，把自己陷入僵局呢？

我早就看开了，你们也看开点吧！

去年亲人相继离世，让我人生的观点变得不一样。

一家人可以一起生活一起吃饭，大家健健康康的我就心满意足了。

Love，

加油!

         世界上更强大的人都在拼命,我又有什么资格停下脚步呢?

乱七八糟！

              我睡觉时间乱七八糟！12点之后很精神睡不着，白天很累很想睡！结果晚上我一直逼自己睡觉！一直逼逼逼结果发恶梦！发了恶梦=没有睡到！结果白天又很累！可是又不可以睡！然后整个过程一直重复！我要变僵尸了T.T

              再见我要去睡觉了，拜托我只想一觉到天亮！不要再睡不着了!就算睡着了也保佑我不要发恶梦！Good Night！

P/S：这么小的愿望都那么难实现，唉~

Love,

为什么我的生活这么累啊累啊累啊

我记得以前读书读到一半的时候妈咪每次都会把零食放在Tissue上面，然后叫啊弟拿来房间给我。

只是突然想起。

幸好我还没忘记:)

Love，

出走

       总有一天，我会背上行囊，独自去旅行，再也不回来。



Love,

Just Crap

             OH MY GOD I'M GETTING CRAZY!!!!!! WHO CAN SAVE ME OUT PLEASE~~*pulling my hair crazilyyyyy*

             I have been sitting in front of my laptop, staring at the monitor with my fingers flying through the keyboard since yesterday's morning till now!! I know, you must be guessing that I'm watching drama crazily BUT YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG! (Good girl like me don't watch drama at this crazy level okay, at least not while I'm in my semester)

               The real fact is, THE PRINCESS HAS BEEN DOING HER REPORTS CONTINUOUSLY FOR TWO DAYS!!! From day to night I'm trying my best to squeeze my brain juice and explain my experiments O.o This is too crazy and I'm going insane soon!! Guess what? I completed THREE reports in a row yesterday!! This is so kisiao!! Now I'm still struggling with Process Control report * cry cry cry* T.T


               I feel that all my energy has drained out and my brain is going to hang soon, now it's not functioning properly already!! I can feel the LAG!!


              Argh I have been posting too much on my grudges and complaints, I should have stop this bad habit!


              Chemical engineering is not easy huh? No wonder so many seniors attempt to commit suicide (but all failed HAHAHA!!) One of them even tried to jump from the window of his room but for sure he is not dead!! And he became the laughingstock among the hostelmates LOLLLLL!


             Okay enough of crapping and complaining, I should get back to my overheavy workload now. Bye Bye~



Love,

耶！有好事!

   
          首先要报告的是我升级了！！真的很开心呀！辩论了这么久，终于轮到我做评判去Judge别人了！想到就开心！虽然在这里日子过得无敌忙，但我始终没有放弃辩论。一直以来都很享受和别人唇枪舌剑的感觉，所以就算是要在每个星期五晚上花不懂几千万个小时搭巴士去别栋宿舍参加辩论，我还是心甘情愿的~ 而且还可以练练我的烂英文！唉，在这里都没人要跟我讲英文的，显= =


        好事不只一件！！我收到我的稿费了！虽然之前也收过，但这次的金额很多呐！开心死了！所以人说学识就是财富！是这个意思吗？用脑袋赚钱？哈哈哈！


         有天读书读到很闲的时候就在发呆，发发呆就变成了发梦。不懂怎样我就想到为什么我不去做空姐呢？可以免费环游世界咧！想到就开心！后来想想下，我这颗有一点聪明的脑袋去当空姐好像有一点浪费Hor？ （自己认为而已哈哈哈！！）算了吧，当你的化学工程师吧！后来越想越觉得好笑，Chemical Engineer 和空姐未免相差太远了吧？！看来我真的是要发神经了！

           
          其实有很多东西想写的，可是因为太忙了，就搁着了。只要搁着了，就应该不会再写下当下想分享的事情。所以就算了吧，对我来说拿4.0 才是最只能重要的！


       好啦！今天我也不懂是发了什么神经才会来这里浪费我宝贵到半死的时间！这个礼拜我会忙死的啊！什么鬼Reports，Assignments，Design Projects， MathLab， Simulink统统都要交了！救命啊~~ 好啦不要再蹉跎岁月浪费青春了！睡觉去！Good  Night！！



Love,

冷啊~

             外面下很大很大很大雨。

虽然听起来很笨，可是每次傍晚下大雨我就很难过又很伤心，就会觉得要是现在在家里一定很舒服！

而且晚上8点要考试了，因为还没有读完所以很紧张。

又很饿！外卖还没送到。

完全饥寒交迫神经紧张。

当我已经冷得要拿Jacket 出来穿的时候，Roommate 送来一杯热乎乎的何人可凉茶。

当下暖到心坎去。

考了试，会做，时间也够用 :)

晚安。

Love,

Khem Khem Khem!!

这两天咳嗽咳得很厉害。

今天咳到都讲不到话了。

幸好还可以呼吸，哈哈哈！

没有力再搭巴士去看医生了，来回就花掉我半天了列！简直就是浪费我宝贵的时间！所以就随便买Strepsils吃咯。

而且学校的Health Centre很烂！之前讲会打电话给我叫我回去复诊和做后续检查的，可是到现在都还没收到电话=.= 之前还讲要抽血送去医院研究的，研究个头啦！

今天子玮打电话给我咧！可惜我没有接到=.=

可是接到了也没用，我咳到半死根本讲不到话！而且我也没有声音了哈哈！

拜啦！又要做Report了！

Love，

Leave Me Alone

那天自己一个人，转了两趟巴士，花了2个小时，去看了医生。

我怕。

因为不知道，所以怕。

而且，我还那么年轻，所以怕。

如果真的有什么事，那就怪自己平时的作息不好咯。

有上课的时候，常常为了赶报告而通宵不睡觉，48小时不睡觉简直就是家常便饭。

还有，常常因为上课时间太紧迫而不吃饭。

现在，亮红灯了。

如果2012就是世界末日，那有什么不好？至少谁都不需承受失去谁的痛苦。

可不可以关掉电脑，关掉手机，谁都不见，什么都不想。

むり。

不知道要怎么办的时候，就静静地泣吧！

地球照转，日子照过。

但愿我的身体，健健康康的。我还有很多本分没做完呐。

Love，

要走要走要走了

这个世界那么大，要走多久，才能走遍所有的国家呢？

超级无敌羡慕那些毫无牵挂说走就走的人。

Love，

 

:/

还没听过这首歌？播来听听吧，好好欣赏它的歌词，和它的MV。

我以为如果有热情有成长有理想
最后总会被了解被培养被奖赏
怎么城市像战场　充满痛与伤
好像终于能容忍能顽强能埋藏
心里还是很孤独很迷惘很悲伤
不再笑得像太阳　静得像月亮
什么都可以不怕只怕想家
和爸妈说我一切顺利泪总会落下
太辛苦就赶快回家　是最暖的牵挂～


我什么也不怕　只怕想家
武装的冰冷遇上温热就会融化
就算曾被责骂
现在明白是心疼啊～


你能不能别闪躲别复杂别说谎
痛快承认太遥远太漫长太渴望
所以有了新对象　忘了我在他乡


我什么也不怕　只怕想家
和爸妈说我一切都好泪总会落下
太辛苦就赶快回家　是最暖的牵挂～


什么都可以不怕　只怕想家
武装的冰冷遇上温热就会融化
就算曾经责骂
现在才明白那是心疼啊～


寂寞就是想从前想逃亡想分享　想回家

那天在Green Box点了这首歌，唱到 “和爸妈说我一切都好泪总会落下//太辛苦就赶快回家” 的时候就顶不顺了，赶快Skip掉这首歌，哈哈！

中秋节，又要到了。
几年的中秋，都是独自一人在这里过。
今年也不例外，吧。

那些还呆在父母身边，天天都能吃到家里的饭的朋友，要珍惜呀~

Love，

The Nomad

Hi People. I'm in the Junior Year now. Back to Kuala Lumpur, again. T_T

Seriously, I'm leading a nomadic life. Moving between the cities, Johor Bahru, Ipoh and Kuala Lumpur. And Seoul and Korea are newly added to my city list <3

I don't mind to move around, as long as I have family and friends with me. You know, they are the most important people to me. I don't mind staying in shabby hostel with my sisters, and I don't mind eating awful food with my good friends.

But, the fact is I have to face everything by myself!!!

*NOT HAPPY!!*

Ok it's useless to complain here and there, since things are not going to change at all. 

When you cannot avoid it, enjoy it.

Bear in mind Bear in mind Bear in mind (Trying my best to change the mindset >w<)

Face the reality Princess!! Buck up!!

The most powerful things that support me all the time:

1. Hearing my family's voices over phone ( Everyday-must-have!!)

2. Going out with Cece and Dinah in KL (The best thing ever!!)

3. Chatting with Dinah and Tzyy Wei on Facebook (whenever we are online at the same time!!)

Thanks for giving me support all the time, whether you aware of it or not. :)

Love,

むり？

 

 我要公平公正公开的世界

不要私欲不要阶级不要腐败不要委屈求全不要忍气吞声不要默默接受

有可能吗？

Love,

The Sophomore Year

         Before I start my stories in Korea, I should have wrapped up my Sophomore Year. Always wanted to wrap up the sophomore year but I'm just too busy, really really busy. I know what is on your mind:" What are you doing? Are you really that busy?" Frankly speaking, YES I'M BUSY LIKE A BIG BOSS!!!Omg I started to crap again (I know, for all the time right?), let's stop talking rubbish and get into the main topic today: The Princess Sophomore Year!


        Hmm Hmm let's look back how my sophomore year was. Flashing back all the memory, what comes into my mind first is the endless and disastrous laboratory reports!!! Omg omg omg I don't want to flash back those saddening and scary memories!! It was a nightmare! How did I survive through all these? Oh I really admire myself!!And the thing is, the experiments are getting tougher and tougher!! Equipment that we need to handle are getting scarier!!

Huge huh??

What else did I do besides experiments? Hmm let me think....

Ahhhhhh, I almost forgot that I took Engineering Drawing last semester!

What comes to your mind first when you heard about Engineering Drawing??

Colour Pencils?

Hahahaha of course not!! It's all about presenting the 2-D and 3-D views of a structures either by manual or computer drawings. Personally I found that this is the course that I like the most in this semester, since I was given the chance to draw again. (I know I'm not really good at drawing but I really love to draw :) ) However, I spent most of my time on completing the homeworks of this subject. Hey, the engineering manual drawing is not a joke!! Every measurement is given in millimeters and the tutor will check the accuracy of every single measurement!!! Any deviation in the drawing will result in mark deduction T_T 

Another thing that I really don't like is that I need to carry the-super-heavy-drawing-tools to my faculty!! And it takes around 10 minutes for me to walk from my room to my faculty!!! Super tiring!!

YES THIS IS THE TOOLS BAG 

This is what I did for my final project, impressed? :)

Another course that I took last semester is Public Oration. It's sort of public-speaking-training course. To me this course is not that difficult, since I don't have stage-fright. During the class, students will be picked and asked to give some impromtu speeches at random. It was quite exciting actually. I dunno why but I really enjoy giving speeches and presentations at the stage. (Ok I know I'm a weirdo >w<)

Yes, my study life is all about doing experiments and hitting buttons on the calculator. In fact I enjoy analyzing and solving problems, it gives me great sense of satisfaction.

There's really not much to write, I tried my best to flash back the memories, but it seems like nothing special has happened in my Sophomore year. 

So let's end this post here.

Love,

生病?

    我中学的时候常常生病,整天都吐,是也吐,不是也吐,想起来都可怕!可是我真的很有意志力,就算生病生到半死还是会去上课!哎呀因为怕死嘛!请一个假就要妈妈来交请假信,很麻烦的咧!而且我每年都很想拿全年出席率的Anugerah!我觉得是要很乖很听话的学生才可以拿到的,所以每年都很想拿!
    唉,不知不觉我又再讲废话了@@我也不懂为什么我常常生病,一年两三次的大病是逃不掉。我的生活很健康啊!好啦有上课就不说了,生活素质"比较不好",可是放假的时候我每天都早睡早起,天天运动的啊!
    好啦不写啦,我要去休养了。忘记讲我又生大病了T_T
   最近实在是太忙了,韩国的journey一点都还没有写到T_T没办法,要plan新trip,不得空啦!okok bye bye lah!!
P/S:这篇是用S II写的,还可以放照片,超级无敌方便!!
Love,

A Short Update

        Hello everyone! The Princess is busy like a BOSS recently!! Right after I finished my sophomore year in Malaysia, I took a course and studied in Korea!! What?!! Korea?!! I know it sounds so "sudden" right? Since I didn't mention that I'm going to study in Korea in my previous post. No I didn't forget my blog!! It's just that I'm toooooo busy recently that I don't even have a second to relax and blog!! Relax relax my readers! I will start blogging again >w<

        There are so many stories to be shared with you so stay tuned! The Princess is heading for Red-bean soup now >w< Bye!

Love,

X

有时候就是会太自以为是。

不管那么多了，做好自己的本份就好。

本份？我的本份=？

好像也是我的份内事。

对，没错，是我的份内事。

要藏好要藏好别让别人看见了。

别人？不不，不是人，是狼是狗。

本周结论：哀莫大于心死。




太执着，不好。

Love,

沦落到

怀念

疏离了；走了；你呢？啊！可真的老了呢！看到他那面孔在那照片里，那不可思议的意外，依旧那么难以接受。与你那么多的合照，怎么少了最新的近况呢？想，好像不那么喜欢照相了。特别珍惜好久以前认识的你们，那种只有你们才能给的安全感。

可不可以。。。？；可不可以。。。？；可不可以。。。？；。。。  。。。  。。

（摘自dr0p)

我想说的是

现在科技那么发达，信手拈来Facebook, Twitter, MSN 一大堆

要失去联络其实很难

如果真的沦落到要从第3者知道你的近况

那我真的很无言

dr0p的作者你也不用太在意了，哈哈！

就珍惜你现在有的吧！

Love,

Upset-ing

     I'm back to my University, again T.T

   I'm so upset that I have no mood to do anything, no mood to eat, no mood to study, no mood no mood no mood!! I'm so silly and stupid that I spent the whole day on feeling upset, upset for not being able to see my family for the next 10 weeks, upset for not being able to eat my mum's cook for the next 10 weeks, upset for not being able this and that. T.T My only achievement today is that I completed a report. No big deal.

     I'm kinda of stupid and unconscious now :(

No!! I must buck up and study hard!! How can I wasted 24 hours in vain?!! OMG!! My 4 flat!!! Ok!! Enough of crapping here! Byebye!


p/s: This post is totally a crap!!

Love,

7 Weeks

         嗨！原本这篇已经用英文写了不少的，可是还是删了写华文，听魔娜的话哈哈！

         开学7个礼拜做了什么呢？Check it out!!

开学第一天就上了云顶。

我和其他人很格格不入吧？

其实很想在KTM站拍照，一定很有feel！可是相机在家里没带上来T.T

在那里也没做什么，完全就只是吹风散步而已。

当然少不了办活动啦！我的周末完全就是献给了活动了啊！

为了收集分数住宿舍什么鬼活动都要参一脚T.T

明明最讨厌赛跑还要硬硬去参加接力赛T.T

 只要有活动我肯定是Usher！

没办法，人太美！

有同学生日，吃了一次火锅。

吃火锅的时候很想念你们啊！

当年考完SPM我们也是吃火锅庆祝的！

还记得小灰切草菇的时候竟然打横切！被水青骂到半死！

下次我们再做火锅OK？

写到这里也不想写了，去翻以前的旧照片来看！（我很像那种老了在缅怀过去的老太婆列！）

没办法，人生太短暂，生命太脆弱。

就这样。

Love,